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The Ocean is a beautiful thing...

The ocean is a beautiful thing. Last night, we spoke for a long time. She’s beautiful, in a delicate yet strong way. She’s vast, and she doesn’t discriminate. She takes everyone in, just the same. Last night, I had a long talk with her. I spoke, while she listened. The ebb and flow of the water like the rhythmic breaths of a slumbering gentle giant deep within. She listened, with a rapt attention, and every breath of her, every sigh under the moonlight; it all gave me immeasurable amounts of peace in my heart. The water is the same, anywhere I go, right? The Ganga flowing from Haridwar meets the Yamuna that flows through Delhi; they flow together beyond Allahabad, into the Bay of Bengal, and the Bay of Bengal flows into the Indian Ocean, where the Arabian Sea meets her too. So, maybe, that sighing breathing gentle giant from last night recognized from that time that I spent beside the Ganga at Haridwar, the time I spent with that warm stream in Garampaani, the many times I’ve crossed the Yamuna over the span of two years. I know she knew me well; she recognized me.

She told me some stories, in a different language. The words were alien to me, but the story was not. I understood the story, and could see the part that I was playing in it too; amongst the many others out here, living, just like me. She wants me to stay, the thought made a smile play at her lips. I like her a lot, but even then, I somehow couldn’t stop thinking about the other familiar body of water for me; the one who flows through my home, the one who I saw so regularly for the last two years – The Yamuna. I like the ocean a lot, but I know that one day, I will return home. I will return to The Yamuna, someday.

Someday.

Had written this a long time ago, but the absence of the internet at that point of time had this slip out of my mind. Found it again while I was browsing through some old things I had written, and thought it would make a bit of sense if I wrote this out here as well.

The River

Part One: The First Look
A slight way off the road, in Rishikesh, a set of stairs ran down to a secluded Ghat, waiting for us like an old man waits for wanderers, hoping that they have a few moments to spare. We did have those few moments to spare, and so we stepped away from the planned route, and went down the ghat. She was there, at the bottom of those stairs; one look at her majestic charm, and I knew why people respected The Ganga, and loved her so.
As was customary at all ghats, a few steps separated us from the gushing river below. Each step I took, the river seemed to sigh back, as if nothing pleased her more than having me beside her – like old friends catching up after a long time.
My friends joined me; an old man sat and lit a beedi while observing us; my friends took about a zillion pictures of each other, of me, and of the river – but I was so mesmerized by the indefinable attraction the river held, that I failed to notice most of it.
The silt from the river had been deposited on the steps, and the places the river had visited were all marked out; like familiar footprints on wet sand.
Soon, it was time for us to leave for Harki Pauri, another ghat on the banks of the Ganges. I didn’t want to leave this new friend so soon, but as my old friend put it very rightly, the more time I spent there, the more I’d want to linger on.
With one final look at the river, we left, while the murmur of the river followed us. I wanted to return, and desperately cling on to a few more moments, and was looking for an excuse to run back. In a flash, I had the excuse. I wanted the name of the ghat we had visited, and since I didn’t remember it, I had to turn back.
Telling my friends to carry on (of course, with a bit of resistance from their side), I turned back and ran to the ghat. Down the steps, almost slipping, I dipped one hand quickly into the ice-cold water, and a smile escaped my lips.
In my haste, I had failed to notice the old man sitting there, still smoking his beedi. He was observing me, and had seen the smile on my face that reflected the strange calm spreading inside me. He took a long drag of the beedi, exhaled, and said, “Haan beta, ek ajeeb sa sukoon milta hai.”
P. S. The name of the ghat was Sri Vishwanath Ghat, and it had been inaugurated in August, 1947. I knew this all along.
Part Two: The Last Look
Harki Pauri is one of the most famous ghats of Haridwar. Thousands throng this place daily, and during the peak hour of the Aarti, it becomes almost impossible to see anything but human figures all around.
It was at Harki Pauri that I met the Holy Ganga again. I knew I was in love the moment I saw the river. Little green leaf-baskets, each of them decorated with rose petals, marigold petals, a single lotus, and one diya, floated downstream, gently rocking along rhythmically, dancing to the waves caused by the river’s flow.
One step down, two steps down, and the water welcomed my toes. I groped around in the murky water, and with my friend’s help, finally managed to go down two steps, and was knee-deep in the water.My feet were numb with cold, my jeans were soaked with the river, and I was standing in a strong current, and yet I knew I never wanted to get out.
Nightfall was coming, and we had to make our way back to the hotel. By this time, it seemed every one of us had somehow been infused with that intoxicating something this river held in great quantities. As one, we all sat down on the stairs leading down to the ghat, to catch the last few glimpses of the river before we left.
Finally, we got up to leave. The narrow lanes back to the bridge leading to the auto stand allowed a few flashes of the river I’d begun to adore. Between the buildings, through cracks in the walls, I could see her flowing beyond. A few final steps over the bridge, and we had reached the rickshaw stand. It really was time to say goodbye.
As the rickshaw slowly navigated the streets of Haridwar, the night life on the banks of Ganga greeted us from afar. Soon, however, these few sights were all behind us, and I had already begun to miss her.
We came across a bridge, a surprise the little town had sprung up for me. The river gushed on from below, and even over the hubbub of traffic, and the crinkle of the rickshaw chain, I could hear the river whispering three magical words to me. “Come back soon.”
I know I will.